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The Oracle’s Abacus

Paola de Sales Lee

(On Infinity, Fate, and the Mathematics of Being)


She kept time not in hours

but in digits—

beads of a celestial abacus

gliding with divine indifference.


I asked her:

What is the sum of the lives I never lived?

She answered with silence,

then turned the abacus upside down.


Fibonacci spiraled in the roots of her hair.

Her breath was an algorithm,

repeating across generations

in loops I could not trace.


“Every prophecy,” she whispered,

“is a limit—

the closer you reach,

the more it escapes you.”


I mapped constellations in polar coordinates,

hoped to solve for meaning

in a world defined

by irrational constants.


She laughed.

“π is just a story,” she said.

“And so are you.”


But I believed her—

because only myths are real enough

to make us count

the uncountable.

Paola Lee is a quiet force with a deep love for ideas and justice. A Filipina student currently on a gap year, she dreams of building bridges between science, empathy, and advocacy. Whether writing about the complexities of human emotion or exploring ways to make mental health support more accessible, she approaches each challenge with curiosity and heart. Paola believes that brilliance isn’t loud—it’s consistent, thoughtful, and rooted in purpose. Though she doesn’t always seek the spotlight, her work reflects a bold desire to create meaningful change, especially for those whose voices are often overlooked. Her hope: that through compassion and reason, she can help reimagine what leadership and learning can look like.

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